Slay

These poems are a journey 
That began in the light of hope and love
Then slowly meandered through increasing darkness
They dare to expose the skeletons and demons
Barely hidden behind my front door for too long
The narration begins in the middle
After darkness had well fallen
And documents my struggle to breathe
My desperate journey to find myself again

And for those who live with horrors who wear human faces
If I found my way free
I know you can too
Let these poems serve as proof
That though it is not easy
Freedom can be won
You can take your life back
Write the story exactly as YOU wish it to be

Sometimes the dragon burns down the world
As long as you’re standing
No matter how wounded
You can slay that dragon
You ARE the hero of your story
YOU get to say when the story is over
YOU get to decide how the new book starts
YOU get to do whatever the hell YOU want
Take my story and forge it into your sword of courage
SLAY

-gws

We All Might Just Be Alright

I fucking hate homework 
And projects
And assemblies
And parent-teacher conferences
It’s a gauntlet of pushing and pulling
Begging and beguiling
Praying and pleading
I have to pretend I know what I’m doing
Convince teachers I’m a capable parent
When I feel like the absolute worst
I’ve used all the gas in my emotional tank
Before my children walk back in the door
“What’s for dinner, Mom?”
“I ripped my pants, Mom.”
“I have a field trip, Mom.”
“I have a project due on Monday, Mom.”
There are more moments than I am proud of
Where I mourn my party of one days
Then one of my sons says
“I love you, Mama.”
Points to my chest and asks
“Are you ok in there, Mama?”
Takes my phone and tucks me in and says
“You’re sick, Mama. You need to rest.”
I start feeling like less of a fuck up
Like I might be getting something right
Like we all might just be alright

-gws

Ode to Audiobooks

In the days of old
Storytellers traveled far and wide
Plying their trade at hearth and square
Sharing tales true and mythical
Of heroes and villains
Triumph and tragedy
Honing the sharpness of their wordplay
Weaving captivating tales for coin
Where are the bards of today
Spinning tales for the eager

I host a phantasmagoria of storytellers
Tucked neatly into my pocket
Poised to share hours of narration
For an audience of one
A tap a screen whisks me away
Into a plethora of elaborate worlds
Thousands of hours of storycraft
Read by hosts of skilled modern bards
Memoirs and poetry
Worlds fictional and factual
Could the traveling rhapsodist
In their pre-modern world
Dare dream of such wonders
As the miraculous audiobook

-gws

Red

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Roses and rust and rivulets of blood
Rubies and robins and radiant flame
Victory red lipstick of defiance
Red flesh of cool plums in summer
Winking red of garnet facets in grandmothers' rings
Washington Reds hanging from autumn apple trees
Red hand prints representing the missing and murdered
Blinking red lights lining dark empty streets
Red dresses whipping and swirling to tango on stages
Crisp red uniforms of Beefeaters on guard
Red sports cars cruising the streets of LA
Cardinal red of Stanford Sports
Crimson Red and Columbia Blue of my high school
Cherry red inside a pie
Glossy candy apple red
Ripe red strawberries perfuming summer picnics
Enflamed red of flushed cheeks
Sacred menses red
Red haze of rage blurring vision
Bruised red of kissed lips
Fruit punch red staining faces
Watermelon red dripping from hands
Red wine glowing in glasses
Berries bright red in winter snow

-gws