I Want

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I want to live in a cabin between the woods and the sea
I want to smell mossy earth and pine resin at daybreak
Wood smoke and salt air at sunset
I want to be surrounded by books and filtered sunlight
Candles, blank pages, and moonlight
I want to walk with hopes by day
And dance with dreams by night
I want to watch banana slugs explore my garden
I want to hear the chorus of crashing waves
Gulls crying exultantly from the sky
Wind playing chase through the cypress boughs

I want to be free of the chains of expectations
Free of the weight of the looming other shoe
I wish not to drink from any more bitter cups
Fall on any more swords
Remove twisted daggers from my back
I crave peace
Beauty
Lightness
Hope
Creativity
Freedom
I crave relationships that are mutually supportive
That nurture souls
That transact in honesty
Respectfulness
Genuineness
Ease
Love

-gws

Struggle and Acceptance

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Knocked off my feet
Tumbled and tossed
Disoriented
Lost
Struggling
Fighting
Failing
Unable to know up from down
Gasping and desperate
Threatened
Panicked
Scared

*relax*

*float*

*you can ALWAYS float*

I still myself
Relax
Trust
Know
And begin to ascend
Freed from the struggle that was threatening me
And distracting me from remembering my power
Surrendering to acceptance isn't giving up or in
It's accepting that it's okay to let go of the fight
If it allows you to care for yourself 
It's having faith that divinity will help you with 
Rest of the heavy lifting

Be present
Be peaceful
Be silent
Be gentle
Be...

Just Be

And the rest will work itself out

-gws

I Am Enough

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Today I wake and remember
I am enough.

I strive to live honestly
And with integrity as I walk in my truth
Embracing all of my imperfections because
I am enough.

When storms rage and tempers rise
I will place a hand on my heart and
Breathe into my belly remembering
I am enough.

When I judge myself harshly
When I feel like I failed myself or others
I forgive myself and remember
I am enough.

I will end my day in gratitude for all I have experienced
All I have learned from those experiences
I will lay my head down at the end of the day 
And whisper into the dark
I am enough.

-gws