Solstice Blessing 2022

May your hearth glow bright and warm as the sun deities slumber.  
May your threshold be welcoming and your table full.  
May you dream deeply of abundance, joy, love, and laughter.  
May the stillness of nature restore your ability to hear your heart song.  
Rest well and know that, soon, the sun returns!  
Blessed Solstice! 
- gws

Depression is a Cancer of the Soul

Dedicated to Stephen “tWitch” Boss who brought so much joy and left in so much darkness.

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Though I've felt the inky blackness
I have never drowned in that airless pit
Like a cancer
Depression eats away at the soul
Devouring in whispers that haunt the mind
While stealing the light of joy
Before it can take root and grow
What's worse is we often never know
Until it is too late
There is a great battle
Between light and dark
A war within those we love
And sadder is that no amount of love or light
Can irradiate the darkness away
That void slowly eats away hope
Dimming the ability to perceive the light
No soul can thrive without light
At least not indefinately
Making the surrender to that void
Look like release for too many
Depression is a cancer of the soul

-gws

Never Enough

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You were never mine
You were too transient to be considered mine
Too non-committal
But you attached yourself to me anyway
You kept coming back to knock on my door
And I kept letting you in
You wouldn't let go of me
Though you didn't really want me
And I was too blind 
Trusting
Hopeful to acknowledge the truth I knew in my bones
That I'd never be enough for you
Because you didn't know what enough felt like
You were a bottomless pit of need that could not seem to be filled
I kept pouring into you
Until I was empty
And it wasn't enough
I always found ways of putting pennies in your cup
While mine lay abandoned and empty at our feet
Both of us left hungry and growling
Snapping and swiping at each other
Bloody
Broken
Damaged
Miserable
And for God knows what reason
Still unable to let go
I wished you had just let me go
And that I let you

-gws