American Bison

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American Bison are commonly known as the American Buffalo
And are the national mammal of the United States
These grand beasts have evolved to adapt to the harsh North American Great Plains winters
They have vast biological adaptations to allow them to thrive in the volatile environment
They evolved physically optimized to survive
Yet their most fascinating adaptation is behavioral
Unlike nearly every other wild and domestic creature
Buffalo do not flee from the sweeping brutal storms that cross the landscape
They put down their massive heads and turn into the maelstrom
They meet the fury and ferocity eye to eye
They seem to inherently understand
The only way out is through
Resisting the sky is futile
The sooner the storm is met
The less time it has to intensify
The sooner they can emerge from its dangers
No wonder indigenous people hold them sacred
To meet the fury of nature unflinchingly
Steadfast and secure in the innate knowing
Passed down through generations
That buffalo are built to endure
Creating their own harmony with their world
Writing their own survival rules
Wise teachers for us all

-gws

America’s Not Beautiful

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The great social experiment 
The revolutionary idea
That we, the People, could form
A more perfect Union
Failed to uphold justice
Protect domestic tranquility
Provide for the common defense
Abandoned the general welfare
Incinerated the Blessings of Liberty
For ourselves and our Posterity
Two hundred and forty-eight years
Was a good run, I suppose
The hope to be governed by the people
For the people
For every eligible voice
To enjoy the opportunity to be heard
Was willfully eclipsed by the shadow of
Kakistocratic -
Technocratic -
Plutocratic -
White supremacist -
Christian nationalist -
Fascism
Have we answered the question
Whether societies of men
Are really capable or not,
Of establishing good government
From reflection and choice
Or have we proved
They are destined to depend,
For their political constitutions,
On accident and force
Or, dare I add, willful ignorance
And deliberate, egotistical self-absorbance
The fifty stars and thirteen stripes hang upside down
In the hearts of the concerned citizenry
While chaos, fear and greed reign unchecked
Over the land that was never to have a sovereign
With days cacophonous and nights despairingly bleak
There is light from the resistance
Those who risk to speak
To share
To shine light
Onto the truth of the grift of the century
Those who take serious their vow to uphold the Constitution
Those who believe we hold these truths to be self-evident
That all PEOPLE are created equal
That they are endowed with certain unalienable Rights
That among these are
Life,
Liberty,
And the pursuit of Happiness
Those people who do what they are able
To take a stand however they can
Because they hold fast to the American Dream
And the dream of a better America
Oh say does that Star Spangled Banner yet wave
Where we yearn to be free
And we're tired of being brave

-gws


What I’m Thinking

What I'm thinking is:

This is hard shit.
That sometimes grabbing that fact by the throat and screaming in its face is necessary from time to time.
Sometimes sitting in the shadow of that truth is required when our spirits are tired and our hearts so broken.
And when we're done, we rest. We breathe. And we rise and fight some more.
Because we're mothers.

-gws

The Divine Feminine Rises

Women!
Do not center your lives around men
Pleasing
Appeasing
We are not the prey for their predator
Though some argue nature made it so

We are Medusa's progeny
Serving oleander sweet tea
And Aqua Tofana cocktails
We carry the legacies of Lilith
Hecate and the Morrigan
Skywoman and Diana of the Hunt
In our bones

We are born with cunning woven into our shadows
Placed there by the midwives and wise-women
Kitchen witches and herbalists
Shaman and priestesses
Who came before us

We have our own form of politics
Whispered around washing wells and sewing circles
Book clubs and coffee tables
We don our poison rings and hat pins
Let them think our docility safe
While we keenly observe and note and remember

It is time to end the war waged upon our bodies
The raping of our spirit
The subjugation of our gender
We are the gateway of life
We break ourselves open through blood and pain
To do the Goddess's work of creation

Too long have we allowed the world to think us
Weak
Helpless
Foolish
Simple
Incapable
We must remind the world of our strength

Boudicca was beaten and her daughters raped
And in her rage she waged war against Rome
Joan d'Arc stood against the English and the Church
A God-touched, heretic, peasant child whose heart would not burn
Harriet Tubman survived the travesties of slavery
Another God-touched woman who delivered 70 other souls to freedom
And we know there are so many more like them

Though we may not find our names etched in history
We are no less powerful than those who are
Our lives are OUR CHOICE
We are not chattel nor trophies
We are creation gifted autonomy
It is our divine right to wield our lives as we see fit

Let them vilify us as
Succubi
Mad women
Uppity bitches
And cunts

We know we are
Goddesses
Priestesses
Witches
And warriors

We are exhausted
We are fed up
We are wrathful
The Divine Feminine rises
The world is set ablaze around us
But we are not tied to the pyre
We choose to look the world dead in the eye
And dance while it burns

-gws

We Are the Bear

Birthing a new world is painful
Shifting a paradigm is tectonic

Daughters,
We do not just choose The Bear
We are The Bear
We are the Wild Mother
We are gifted with the power of creation
We are skilled in navigating grief
We are aligned with the cycles of life

Daughters,
We are the builders of community
We are the storytellers
We are the lore keepers
We are the heart and the hearth
We are the fire keepers
We are the fire

It's time to build and burn
In equal measure

-gws


Discomfort

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I breathe and it is not enough
I pray for help for life is tough
I tire of carrying this broken trust
I wish to just feel safe again

My skin too tight, my mind too loud
I seek to avoid the merry crowd
I am now scared when I once was proud
I wish to just feel safe again

I fell asleep so full of hope
And woke within the hangman's rope
Fear wedged deep inside my throat
I wish to just feel safe again

Trust once lost is hard to earn
Apprehension in my belly churns
Quiet rage, set low, still burns
I wish to just feel safe again

Discomfort visits everyday
A mix of feelings eating away
The world no longer morally gray
I wish to just feel safe again

-gws

Ordinary October Day

On this ordinary October day
I did my part to change the world
In a most extraordinary way
I voted
For who I hope will be
Our first woman president
With proud ancestors at my back
My children’s future cast before me
I released my grain of sand into the glass
To do my small part to move us forward
Towards a future the mothers preceding me
Could only hope to dream of
For their progeny

-gws

To My Ancestors

For every one of you who were denied the opportunity 
I will vote
For every one of you who survived as an act of resistance
I will vote
For every one of you who dreamed of freedom
I will vote
For every one of you who died hearing “less than” in your ears
I will vote
For every one of you who had family ripped forever from your arms
I will vote
For every one of you who became strange fruit on a dark night
I will vote
For every one of you who had no say over your body
I will vote
For every one of you beaten, intimidated, or humiliated
I will vote
For every one of you who birthed unwanted children
I will vote
For every one of you who risked death and the law for a choice
I will vote
For every one of you who were victimized without justice
I will vote
For every one of you who dared to dream one of your decedents could be president
I will vote
For every one of you who endured so that I can be here in this moment
I will vote

-gws