Here is you bear All worn from love Or perhaps adorned with it Your partner in your slumbering adventures Defender against all that scares you It is your beacon in the darkest night It's felted heart doused in the Nostalgia of your mother's perfume Tangible reminder of lingering embraces That will greet you again in the light of morning Goodnight my little bears Hold each other tight
This is hard shit. That sometimes grabbing that fact by the throat and screaming in its face is necessary from time to time. Sometimes sitting in the shadow of that truth is required when our spirits are tired and our hearts so broken. And when we're done, we rest. We breathe. And we rise and fight some more. Because we're mothers.
My darlings You became little men The day we ran from the boogeyman You met the task as an adventure Not yet aware that the world you knew Crumbled while you slept I will bring you as much magic as you can hold To keep your hearts moored in innocence I cannot stitch your world whole again I promise to weave you a new tapestry Rich in dreams Love Possibility My little men You have learned too early How unkind the world can be But we will meet it Softly Gently Together
I may appear whole What you cannot see Are the burns on my feet From walking miles through fire The stars in my eyes From taking too many hits The lacerations on my skin From navigating uncountable shards of glass The weariness deep in my bones From rising everyday to overcome Some challenge or trial Again And again I have dodged and weaved Punched and parried my way Through days I never could have predicted I have shown up when all I desired Was to lay down and give up Because if not me, then who Mothers have to dig deep We have to find that reservoir of power labeled Do it for the children So I push So I push So I push Through the deepest, coldest waters The fiercest, raging fires The longest, darkest nights because If not me, then who For them
Because my mama loves me no matter how far away we are, or how frequently we talk
Because my mama loves me no matter how old I get, or how many babies I’ve had
Because my mama loves me no matter how capable or incapable I perceive myself to be
Because my mama loves me no matter how broke I am or successful I become
Because my mama loves me no matter how little or how much I love myself
Because my mama loves me..."more, most, to the moon and back, and to infinity and beyond"
Because my mama will always love her baby girl like the day she learned she carried my spark, and will beyond when our sparks rejoin the stars
Because I love my mama I will treat every check in like a hug
Because I love my mama I will treat every worry like a kiss
Because I love my mama I will treat every conversation as a gift
Because I love my mama I will treat every gift as a treasure
Because I love my mama I will not take any second of her love for me for granted
Because I will always love my mama I will love her like the day my spark took root inside of her, and will beyond when our sparks rejoin the stars
-gws
Wake them
Dress them
Feed them
Then it's off to school
Pick them up
And bring them home
Provide a snack or two
Help them with their homework
Hold them when they're sad
Help them learn to regulate
Themselves when they are mad
Attempt to feed them dinner
Then it's time for bed
Pick out a book or two
From favorites we have read
Bandage up their owies
Make sure they brushed their teeth
Check beneath their beds to prove
There's nothing underneath
One last kiss for comfort
And then to tuck them in
Then off to sleep for mommy
To begin it all again
-gws
Your tiny face nestled against my skin
The alchemy of a soul newly ushered into the world
You made me a mom
You transfigured me
Transformed me into a new entity
Birthed me into a new identity
A newly purposed being
A mother
Your mother
Chosen by you to be the gateway to what and who you will become
What sacredness exists in being the vessel that transmutes the energy of a soul into flesh
I promise I will do my best
And I ask that you are patient with me in those times I am not my best
We will learn and grow together
Hand and hand
Heart and heart
-gws
To all of the women who care for others.
Who nurture.
Who give.
Who love unconditionally.
Who struggle to keep the world righted when all they want to do is unshoulder their responsibility for just a minute of rest and peace.
For the men who are the sole/soul care giver.
For the mothers who mourn.
For the mothers in spirit and of spirit.
For you all, may this Mother's Day allow you to reflect, to be present, to be honored by your own self, and those in your lives.
Nurturing and tending to other souls is not easy, but it is an honor and blessing.
I see you and love you, today and all days.
-gws