Wildest Dreams (10 of Cups)

My cup runs over
My wildest dreams come true
I take in all the blessings 
Of this life I've built with you

-gws

Not One More Thing (10 of Wands)

Not one more thing
Not one more yes
I am overburndened
Overwhelmed
I can no longer carry mine and yours
I am not Atlas
I am not super human
My cape and costume 
Are permanently at the cleaners
You will have to carry your own load
You will need to step up
Not one more minute
Not one more mile
I cannot shoulder any more
Now I must begin letting go
To save myself

-gws

Broken Open (Page of Cups)

Page of Chalices (Page of Cups) – Buffy The Vampire Slayer Tarot

I am overflowing emotions
Joy
Love
Kindness

I am bursting inspiration
Word
Color
Song

I am lead by my instincts
Quiet knowing
Persistent pulling
Otherworldly trust

I am open to receive
I am open to give
I am broken open and on display
No censorship
No editing

I am fully embodied
I am connections waiting to be made
I am heart bonds ready to be forged
I am ready to be seen and heard 
I am ready to receive all that is meant for me

-gws

All Stands Still for Me (9 of Cups)

The night is filled with shooting stars
But it all stands still for me
I am arrested by the smell of you
Feel of you
Taste of you
This moment I thought would never come
This fantasy realized
Held in my hands
My arms
My heart
This moment that I have longed for
Hoped for
Dreamed of
Every breath
Sigh
Touch
Fluttering heart beat
I collect them into a mosaic of moments
The story of tonight
The night when all I dreamed of came true

-gws

Gilded Cage (8 of Swords)

Such a pretty cage
I sit inside
It is a gilded cage
Built from my pride

Sealed by my fear
Constrained by my guilt
No one draws near
This prison I built

My eyes shut so tight
I white-knuckle the perch
I deny the light
My existence besmerched

The jailer knows mercy
She offers the key
I must find myself worthy
For my jailer is me

-gws

Ascension (Judgment XX)

And through the veil
I see my life revisited
All that was great and small
I see how each choice
Was threaded to each outcome
How energy released returns
I, at last, can visualize
Divinity's had at play
Ready to begin again
Buoyed by the knowledge
That all is right 
I make myself ready to ascend 
And begin the cycle again

-gws

Apex of this Evolution (The World XXI)

I have arrived where I began 
The entry point of the circle
“Attagirl!” I think
I deserve this moment to
Pat myself on the back
I sit at the apex of this evolution 
and as I gaze down from the summit
Taking in all I have accomplished 
I take a deep breath and smile 

-gws

Vile Clubs (5 of Wands)

How can we devastate each other so?
How can we stand so close and yet
There is a chasm of misunderstanding between us?
If only you'd let down your defenses
If only I'd let down my own
Blast all of this confusion
And fickle pride
Loving each other should not be so difficult
Bring back the times when you gazed into my eyes
And there were no desperate questions
No conflict of needs
No accusations 
No misjudgments
Let us not tarry too long in this mire
We do not quarrel so painfully 
You and I
So let us find the tonic that will heal these wounds
Put away our vile clubs
And set to right the wrongs between us
So my enemy can be my lover once more

-gws

Come, King of Coins (King of Pentacles)

King of Pentacles – Neoteric Feminine Tarot

Come, King of Coins
Bring thy stability
And do not forget thy prosperity
Long have I awaited His Majesty
To experience thy sensuality
Thy thoughtful nature and reliability
Thy friendly generosity
(But please retain thy patriarchy)

-gws

50 Minutes

50 minutes ticking by
50 minutes to find out why
The tears will or will not come
I so struggle to find the one
Reason that keeps me coming back 
Spilling emotions when words lack
50 minutes of probing questions 
50 minutes of new suggestions 
And strategies and considerations 
To uncover buried machinations 
The central program in my belief system 
Manifest in all my symptoms 
50 minutes focused on me 
50 minutes of talk therapy 

-gws